waiting.

do you ever feel like that?


i sure as hell do.


i am supposed to find out about the styling program today.  you know the score,...application....long, grueling interrogation audition by a panel of television producers and interior styling gurus (with bald heads,..ironic mustaches, and thick framed black glasses - and that was just the female producer!),...and then wait.  for 3 weeks.


3 weeks!


i am not feeling terribly positive.  i mean, who waits till the last moment to call people and let them know that they were successful in being chosen for the show?  makes me think that i didn't get in.


such is life.


anyway,..i will find out by 18:00 today.


and then i can close this chapter and get on with my life!


it's going to be an interesting sort of a day,.. best i go and spend some money.


jane xx